Drown in Blood - The Flatliners
I’m standing in an uncomfortable place right now. I want to say that I’m in a weird or strange place, but my therapist wants me to work on my word choice. Weird and strange aren’t feelings, they’re adjectives. Uncomfortable is a feeling and I definitely feel uncomfortable. I ordered my cap and gown today and my best friend left for navy boot camp. It makes me uncomfortable to think about all the things that “could have been,” all the ways people’s lives are shaped by the decisions they aren’t ready to make. We’re the same age, you know? And I’m going to graduate college and uproot my whole life. Then again, there are people on my news feed with kids and husbands and houses. I wonder how all of them ended up where they are, where their lives will take them. I wonder where life will take me. It all makes me a little uncomfortable.